ʻO ka mea ʻoiaʻiʻo, ʻo ka epilogue a Maria Cruz Magdaleno i hoʻolalelale i The Relevant Days, (Celya, Editorial), ua waiho iaʻu me ka ʻōlelo ʻole. Hoʻokomo maoli ia iaʻu i kahi paʻa a ke kuhikuhi nei au iā ia; He ʻoiaʻiʻo loa wau, ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu ka mea e ʻōlelo ai ma hope o kāna ʻōlelo ʻana.
He kila ia e kau ai i kahi epilogue ma kahi o ka prologue maʻamau i nā puke mele. Me ka epilogue e hoʻomaopopo maikaʻi ʻia ka holomua o nā mele. Aia ma waena o nā mele he ʻelua hoʻohanohano, ma waho o ka verification, i hoʻolaʻa ʻia iā Rosalía de Castro lāua ʻo Camilo José Cela. Kāhea ka epilogue iā ʻoe i kahi heluhelu hou. Ua ʻike ʻia ua ʻike maopopo ʻo María Cruz i ka hana nui a Iesu. Akā, e huki au i ka pilina, ka manaʻo a me ke aloha, inā pono, e puka i waho o kēia pilikia a ka mea kākau moʻolelo naʻauao e kau mai iaʻu.
No laila ke kākau nei au i kēia mau ʻōlelo me kou ʻae huna.
Huli au i ka puke i ka pōʻeleʻele, a ʻike koke ʻia ʻo Blas, he ʻīlio nani aʻu i hālāwai ai. Pīhoihoi au. No ka nani o ke kiʻi, ua manaʻo ʻo ia i ka pōʻeleʻele he kiʻi, akā ʻaʻole, ʻike ʻia i ka mālamalama, noʻonoʻo ʻo ia i kahi kiʻi kupaianaha i pena ʻia e Amanda Maroto, ka mea kākau o nā kiʻi e hōʻike ana i ka ʻohi ʻana o nā mele.
ʻO Blas ka manaʻo kiʻekiʻe, me ka hele ʻana o kahi banderillero, hāmau, ʻano like me kona haku ma ia ʻano. ʻO ka manawa hope loa āna i kipa aku ai i ka haku mele, ua hoʻohauʻoli wale ʻo Blas iaʻu. ʻO wai ka mea e ʻike i kāna manaʻo, ʻoiai, manaʻo ʻo ia e honi wau me he ʻīlio lā, ʻoiai ʻelua aʻu ʻīlio. Honi ʻo Blas i ka waha o kaʻu culottees a hāʻawi mai iaʻu me ka ʻole o ka ʻili. Me kona hāmau ʻana, ua ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o ka ʻōlelo ʻana o Blas ma mua o kēlā mau nutcrackers e hoʻoheheʻe ʻia ana i ka ʻAhaʻōlelo Sepania, kahi i haʻalele ai ʻo Labordeta he mea pono e ʻimi a ʻimi i ka hale pāremata me ka lokomaikaʻi a me ka nani.
He kanaka kilokilo ʻo Iesū, kāna mau mele mau me ka hiki ke hoʻomālamalama. Hauʻoli koʻu ʻuhane a hoʻololi i ka hopena o kēia ʻauinalā, kahi mea jumbrous no ka maʻi maʻi maʻi e kākau nei i kēia mau laina. ʻO nā huaʻōlelo palaka, akā ʻoi aku ka hauʻoli ma hope o ka heluhelu ʻana ʻelua a me ke kolu o ka puke.
(He huaʻōlelo ʻo Canceriota i haku ʻia e aʻu, ʻaʻole ia i ʻike ʻia i loko o kekahi puke wehewehe ʻōlelo, a pili ia i ka ʻuhane nāna e hoʻolalelale i ka mea hoʻopaʻapaʻa pau ʻole iā Metastasis, ke akua inaina e pahele iā ʻoe i ka hakakā a hiki i ka make).
Akā, e hele kāua i ka manaʻo: hiki iā ia, me nā huaʻōlelo ʻumikumamālua, ke kākau i ka mele Hojas secas?: Jesús Maroto. Noʻu, ka mea haku mele o ka pepa hakahaka a me ka hoʻomaka visceral, he mea kupanaha. ʻAʻole au e haʻalele i ka mea heluhelu me nā niho lōʻihi, no laila, no kaʻu maʻamau, e unuhi au i ka mele Hojas secas a pau: ʻAʻole au e poina iā ʻoe / a / kona / waha / ua hoʻopiha ʻia / me nā lau maloʻo. ʻO ke aloha a i ʻole ke aloha ʻole ka mea a ka haku mele e haʻi aku ai?: aia kāna ʻike, kona nani. ʻO ka waha piha i nā lau maloʻo he mea hiki ʻole ke noʻonoʻo ʻia, ʻaʻole hiki ke noʻonoʻo ʻia e like me ka nui o nā mele ʻē aʻe i loko o ka puke a ʻaʻole wau makemake e hōʻike. Makemake au e ʻā ka mālamalama ke wehe ka mea heluhelu i ka puke a hānau ʻia ka mālamalama ma kēlā me kēia ʻaoʻao.
ʻO kēlā me kēia puke na Jesús Maroto, a he nui nā mea i loaʻa i kahi kuʻikahi e pili ana i ke aloha / ʻeha puʻuwai e wehewehe pono ai. Aloha ka haku mele a hoʻowahāwahā, hoʻāla i ke kukui a hoʻopau iā ia, ma kekahi ʻano e pāʻani ai ʻo ia me mākou. ʻO ke ʻano kākoʻo o Jesús Maroto, ka mea āna i hahai ai mai kona hānau ʻana i ke mele, e hoʻolilo iaʻu i kaikunāne, i kēlā me kēia huaʻōlelo, ma ke ʻano ikaika loa. Ua lanakila kona ʻano kanaka iaʻu, ʻoiai ʻo kāna chiaroscuro i hoʻopiha iaʻu, nā mea a pau e noho mālie, ʻo kāna haʻi ʻana ma waena o nā laina, nā kūʻē kūʻē a pau. ʻO ia paha ka mea maikaʻi loa e pili ana i ka puke: ʻo ia ka mea e hiki ai iā mākou ke ʻike, ʻo ka pāʻani mele e hāʻawi mai iā mākou. A no kēia mau mea makemake ʻo ia e heluhelu, heluhelu hou, e paʻa i ka lima.
ʻĀwī wau iaʻu iho a i kēia manawa ke hoʻolei nei au i ka pāpale ma ka papahele. ʻO ka mea a Iesu i hana ai i loko o nā mele i haku i kēia puke nani, i kēia mau lā kūpono me ke aloha, me ke kanaka nui a me ka maʻalahi pololei, wehe ʻo Jesús Maroto.
Llerana, Cantabria, ʻApelila 13, 2022
